Monday, April 30, 2007 @ MondAy~~~~~~^^
mi n my elder bro^
my 2 dearest bro^
o.O...Monday blues...Ytd night sleep vry late...3 plus den slp...yawnx... wasnt really very tired, until it reach evening...ZzZzzz....
Actually, today time passes very fast...so it was quite alright for me...hmm..maybe is because i listen in all class ba!wahaha.first time...actually, can say adapt to the timing, waking up early~
After school today, bro came n fetch me..and we went eat, at east coast park there, 'xiao hong lou'...o.O...while family went to eat, to celebrate my bro bdae! my elder bro brought her gf along also...first time seeing her..borin, she so tall~lol..nvm...haha...
Reach hm about 9 plus..tired...yawnx~~~~ tml have to work!!! LABOUR DAY!! sianx...nvm...muz think positively!!! earn $$$...lol..
Read someone blog juz now, n saw lots of pictures...haiz..dunno why after looking at those i feel bad? The feeling is jus weird...cant explain it....it makes me...erm..i also dunno hw to explain the feeling..aiyo..forgt it!!!
@ Mr DUNNO=yh
lol... hmmm... ytd went to my family chalet at down town east... Now then i know that, there is under renovation...lol..too long never went there... hmm...not alot of ppl went to the chalet, alot of kids..cause is sort of like a bdae party for my baby cousin, bryan, he is 1 yr old! Happy Bdae~gee...
Today cousin junhong came my hse to stay...since a long time he came over to our hse to stay..lol...but he went hm...lol...he help me to fix my puzzle abit...thankz ah~...
Today went to IMM with bro to pass my punch card to huiting...cause i wan to get my pay..lol...waitin for my pay day!!! may 8...ahhh....i am broke now..cant wait for tat day to come..!!!
Surprisingly, someone msg mi first!!! quite stunt!lol... hUMph...this kuku guy like to bully mi everytime...big bully!!! always say dunno de...!!!!!!!!!!
boring..tml class from 9 to 5....after sch gonna have feast..gee..celebrate my bro bdae!!!
Sunday, April 29, 2007 @
Saturday, April 28, 2007 @ HApPy belated bdae to edmund!!lol
alright, yd do not have the chance to update my blog.
So Today i update..geee....
Hmmm..today is also kwok yew bdae...Happy bdae to u!!! Sorry i cant go to ur e thingy! Sorry!
Anyway, ytd went to school for only a few hours n skipped all the other 2 lesson...gee....So, i went to the photocopy shop, cause there are missing pages in my DEL notes...after that, accompanied weiting awhile in sch... then went to met yh go achor pt n ikea...lol....Went hm After that to rest awhile, cause at night went to celebrate edmund bdae~
We meet 8 at bugis...So i meet up edmund first den went tgt...erm...we went to have our dinner first n also play arcade awhile b4 we went to boat quay, The white bar~....hmmm...pity edmund,have to drink so much,n kept vomiting~~...while for me...drank alot also...was abit seh~...but i have fun~went hm alone..cause i have to go hm early..haiz..in the end..i kanna nag again~ haix...sob sob....
Hmm...dunno who to find...called andy, n poured eveything out...hey dude...thanks Alot~~~!!!Since a loong time i cried!
Thanks to yh also...Thankz alot!!!
woke up...headache ah~~~drank too much~~Hmm..at night going family chalet...gee...
Friday, April 27, 2007 @
who is the kuku guy beside me??^^LOL
Thursday, April 26, 2007 @ o.O
alright, ytd night helped khai print his staffs, n he owe mi a ice cream~~~blehz~~
omg, today morning traffic jam...damn long...stand for the whole journey, carrying my lappy..heavy~~ cum so tired!!*faint* in the end, late for class...9.30 den reach class..lol...hmmm...today lesson is so long...for 9 to 5...long day!!! After sch went hm...yawnz!
mmm..wondering whether wan to join cca...should i?
ermm.. the feeling for him seem like fading... wun think of him so much? Is it good or bad? haiz~
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 @ Tiring~~
IS day today... Lesson starts at 8.30... went in class, not alot of ppl...boring~ anyway, brain storm on what we are gonna to do... the final decision is to havean movie event...lol... lesson release very early, 1o plus teacher release us..lol...waited until 12pm for sheng kai they all to do programming stuffs...omg...will do until go mad...arhhhh...
After that, went find khai awhile, n accompanied him fix his lappy, in the end, nvr, n we went artium to it n chat for awhile.. Then went off... he went hm, n i went to meet that yh(Mr duno)..lol... went to city hall anyhow walk around...also dunno where we going... then went until to esplanade n sit now chit chat, chat until 8 plus...den went hm...yawnz...tired~~~
Mr dunno, dun be heartless~lol..blehx~~dun always say mi silly also!~~kuku~~...DUn be so thick skin also....lol..
omg..tml lesson starts at 8am...yawnz!!!
Monday, April 23, 2007 @ Monday blues~~~
Starting of the week again~as usual, tired! Not enough sleep. Panda eyes~yawnz....
Crap...seem like year 2 is so packed up...So many things to do...Plus, i weekends still have to work... My time is really occupied...Nothing much happened today... Just that, today dunno why, stomach nt feeling well..hate this kind of feeling~~~argggg....
Hmmm...ytd worked at MS(marina sq), the sales is damn not gd...sit there chit chat~hohoho...After work, brandon called, asked me to go his parade on 26 may...lol... looking foward~hopefully can go ba...dunno need to work anot...sian~~
Hey...changed a blogskin n also the song...the song is by avril lavigne-Girlfriend....
hmm...nowadays, will think more abt him...hai..why why why???boring~~~maybe, the time with him is during school period... keep passing by e places we went b4...haiz......KEEP MOVING FORWARD~~~~
"Memories are the best souvenirs."
"Sometimes change is what's best, letting your heart break, and learning how to cope."
"Con tu adios, te llevas mi corazon.
Sunday, April 22, 2007 @ tiring
hmmm... Went work today, at marina square. Since a long time i went there to work!haha...that was the first place i went to work in the beginning wheni just went in...anyway, worked with jasmine today, first time work with her..find that she is very out going..fun to be with...
After work, actually gonna celebrate edmund ae, in the end cancelled, dun noe why is en cancelled...
hmmm...nvm, anyway, went hm after that... went was alone walking to city hall. lots of memories goes through my mind... those happy moments~~lalalalalalala....there i goes again...thinking of him again~~~ stupid me!!!
Met bro at lakeside n went hm tgt..gee...reach hm at about 11 plus~~ tired~~~ tml gonna work again~ yawnz...at MS again.....FAr~
Friday, April 20, 2007 @ coughing~~
hmmm...today as usual, went to school early in the morning 8 plus~~ yawnz...i am so tired~~~ although i slept so much...pengz...Alright, today class is so stupid!! early in the morning go sch jus for a 1 hr class!!! EM3B.den break for 3 hours!!!omg...hell man!... anyway, during the break went to install back my visual studio 6..need to use this kuku programme again.... hmm..dunno who is the person who sk me to delete it!! so man fan, waste my time~~~ plus, also i bought some of my books~~~gee...
Omg...today i found out that, there are so many things to be done by a 29apr....i haven even start doing any..or can say i haven even started studying? slping in class? daydreaming?erm...most of the time...LOL...
Ater sch went hm alone..so lonely...boring journey~~ omg..reach hm..i cant take it anymore...after my dinner, i slept until 11 plus den woke up...yawnz~~ gonna back to slp soon~~~gee...
Omg..i am gonna be sick soon..keep coughing~~ plus so tired, also no idea why, maybe cant adapt to it? hmm...maybe ba...anyway, who cares~~~
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ IS day....
Today is the second day of school...And is my IS day...Today class is quite boring, cause i dunno one in class...no one to tlk tohave only 1 class from 8 to 12 pm...haha..today teacher ended real early...haha..10 am!!!haha...dunno where to go...met up weicai, both of us went vivo have our breakfast or lunch... den headed to watch movie..."MEET THE ROBINSON"...although is an cartoon or so called anime...is nice...a very meaningful story!!!
Plus, before the movie starts...there is a short cartoon of disney...is nice...long time nvr see those kind of cartoon....retro~...the motto of the show! KEEP MOVING FORWARD!!!haha...i also have to be like this show motto!! keep moving forward!!!geee
After the show, went PS, accompanied him bought his drum thingy...then went hm...damn tired!! maybe is because ytd went to see doctor because of my rashes...cannot take it..go take injection...after take tat injection was damn tired!!! like gonna faint!! reach hm slp until next morning today...the best slp...realli is deep slp!!! shiok!!!LOl...Eat medicine also tired...yawnz~~
Tml class starts at 8 again...tiring...got to wake up so early~....i haven buy any books yet...lol..gonna buy it asap...hmm..i am broke...sianz...
Sunday, April 15, 2007 @ tiring...
Hmmm...Quite long never update, so update today. Cause doesnt really have the time to blog. Sat n Sun worked at IMM with huiting...LOl...is fun working with her... time passes very fast working with her... keep chatting none stop...lol...tHankz ah...potato came find me after my work... Also gave me a toy...lol...childhood life~lol..
Nowadays, dunno what happened... seem like once back to single.alot of things happened in such a short period of time.. within 1 week..So crap man...cant believe it... But it happened...Pengz~~Never mind, have to accept it...
Seem like it is a 'habit' for me to give him a msg daily...when will i stop it?? haiz...i dunno...
Hmm...today a guy name gerald intro me to a new song...lol...name Never Let You Go (“大哥”英文版) by janice...gee...is nice...is very meaningful~
Alright, school gonna starts tml...Omg...got to go back to the life of waking up early n sleeping late...tiring~~~
Thursday, April 12, 2007 @ Sentosa
o.O...
Today actually go sentosa with kenny, edmund, chua, pek n konred... In the end, all of us very tired...We nvr went sentosa...we went vivo walk walk...then went to PS watch movie, watched Turistas (M18),the show is about:A group of international tourists seeking fun and adventure in Brazil get a lot more than they bargained for in the suspenseful horror film TURISTAS. Written by first-time screenwriter Michael Arlen Ross and directed by John Stockwell (BLUE CRUSH), TURISTAS, the first American film to be shot completely in the South American nation, is set in the Brazilian mountains, where Alex (Josh Duhamel); his sister, Bea (Olivia Wilde); and her best friend, Amy (Beau Garrett), are preparing for an eco-tour. But when their bus crashes, they are stranded with a group of locals as well as a handful of other tourists, including Finn (Desmond Askew) and Liam (Max Brown), two Brits looking for fast times and hot women, and Pru (Melissa George), a beautiful Australian traveling on her own who takes an immediate liking to Alex. In the middle of nowhere, they find a little oasis in a surprise sandy bar, where they get to know each other, drinking and dancing until they wake up the next morning, having been drugged and robbed of just about everything, with all remnants of the bar gone. They walk into an unfriendly town, but the only person offering any help at all is Kiko (Agles Steib), who might not exactly be leading them to safety.After movie, went walk around....hmmm...went arcade to play, play the musical thingy n also try our luck to caught soft toy!lol...in the end we spent like 10 dollar, caught NtH...sianz~...
After that went town, at herren saw alan, willy, freeman they all...diao...Nvr care abt them...Went lucky plaza bought the victoria`s secret body splash..lol...smell so nice..Sweet sweet smell...haha..
Then went wheellock accompanied pek buy his cumpler bag...Exp...rich guy~hahaha...Reach hm at about 8 plus...tired~~~9 Plus, went market to have my supper with huifen..haha...den went to find chee hung, he say he gt things to pass to me...diao... saw the things he make for mi...i was eh~~~erm...arhhh...if he did this things like 1 to 2 yr ago maybe i will like it...for now...is a no....Sorry ah....
Haiz...i cant squeeze anyone in my heart~~~ is totally full!!!
@ what hurts the most
LOve this song....NICE~~~~my blog song~
Artist: Rascal Flatts
Song: What Hurts The MostAlbum: Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 @ Puzzle.
Ytd got my pay...FInAlLy!haha..waited for so long... but also not alot, coz only work 4 days...
Alright, Mummy bought a 2000 pieces of puzzles...omg...chim sia! gonna tak a long time to finish it...cause mostly is green colour...gonna colour blind soon ah....LOL....
With this puzzle...today i stay at hm whole day to do this puzzle...omg...did the whole day, only manage to do 1/4 of it, not really 1/4 also...still got a looonnnggg looonngg way to go...someone help mi ah!!! jiu ming ah!!!
hmmm...i am very slowly moving on with my life now....damn slow~at least i am moving on not staying in the past...more or less, still will think of the past, which is normal... gee... Found out that, even how many guys treat me good, say they like mi, etc...i have no feeling to it...hmm..maybe, just dun wan to get into r/s again n get myself hurt again... Feel that there is not true love, is just tat when a couple get together long is a habit or used to it of having each other...MSg to ben nan ren aka andy,Hey...i wun wan to get back this r/s..so no worries k...lol...i promise u...i will move on with my life...okie...but also need to give mi time to heal...i am not like u k...so heartless...kuku... In the future u saw me, i will be the cuiping u noe in the beginning...*wink~
"As I look back on my past, I remember the jokes I laughed at, the things I missed and lost, but there's one thing I'll never regret, it's the day you become my friend."
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend."
"You may have someone in your mind, you may have someone in your heart, you may have someone in your dreams, you may have someone in your life. But I am your someone when you have no one."
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ The reaping
o.O...Today whole day stay at home...YouTube Ing...lol...watch alot of luo zhi xiang video...haha...so handsome...o.o...cant wait for his concert in sg...gee...
At night, was too bored...haha...jio chenwei n weicai go watch movie...watched the reaping..omg..stupid show, waste my money!!!kuku...
After movie, went taman mac slack awhile... then went hm at abt 12 plus...
"I know when I leave, the distance will keep us apart. But distance, no matter how far, can't change these feelings in my heart."
"Sometimes my heart is so lonely that it hurts, and that’s when I feel like ripping it out and giving it away to someone, someone who can make it smile and feel wanted again. But till then ... my heart beats, hurts, and echoes within my body."
Monday, April 09, 2007 @ yawnz
o.O....^^ who is in the water???
5B gathering^^
hmmm....ytd n today worked at causeway point...quite a long time never go there work...all along was at IMM...haiz...there are so much memories there...sob... still will think of it oftenly...although, i know by thinking is useless, but no choice, cant help it... how long can i dun think so much!!! Gonna take a long time...
Ytd after work..bro fetch me go hm...gee..thankz bro....
While today afternoon b4 i go work, have my lunch with huifen..haha..it still early, so went to chee hung hse.haha..he is so surprised we went to find him...aha...Then my bro drive mi to work..gee... after work, wei cai came to find mi after my work..haha..he bought doramon from my shop.haha... he send me go hm..thankz ah...haha..i help him fix his puzzle..haha..fun...first time do round de..hahaha...reach hm around 11 plus...tired..yawnz...gonna slp soon, i guess...
Msg to andy,
Dunno whether u will read anot...anyway, u owe me a meal...blehz..dun forget...hmm...hope we are still gd friends...although we cant be couple...gee....
"When friends fall in love, it means that they are meant for each other, but when friends fall out of love, it means that they want to keep each other forever."
"I loved him like no other man; I did not love his laugh. I did not love his smile. I did not need his touch. But, the one thing I needed from him was for him to always be there."
"Should I smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he is?"
Msg to bon,
"We weren't born sisters at birth but fate knew from the start we were meant to be sisters by heart."
"Closeness isn't always measured in distance; friends can live many miles away, but the bond of love formed long ago always keeps them close at heart."
Friday, April 06, 2007 @ Sentosa
hMm....have sec sch class gathering ytd at city hall...went to have dinner together...long time nvr saw so many ppl..quite fun actually, although it is not plan really properly...lol...after dinner, went to slack at esplanade there...haha...talk craps n play games...haha..fun....reached home at abt 12 plus....tired...den used com until 3 plus..coz cant slp even i am tired..i dunno why...haiz..this few days is been like this....
only slept for like 4 hrs only..went to meet wingyan earlier to have our breakfast..coz i prepare hao le...den stay at hm i scare i will fall back to slp...o.O...today went Sentosa with yiwei, wingyan,suyi,ivan, yingru n her bf...haha...my bro also went....Since a long time i went sentosa..haha...tiring...woke up very early in the morning...8 plus...omg...very long time nvr wake up so early...lol...half awake...met them at 9.30 at lakeside...same place..lol...went to harbour front to wait for yiwei..n also suyi n ivan have their breakfast..den went to sentosa...took the express train in to sentosa...first time sat it..haha..nth much...lol...today sun was not bad..haha...gt tanned..wahahaha....my face is damn red!!!went off at about 3 plus...wth....shower room ALOT of ppl q ing~~haha...lucky, my bro is there...i didnt bath...sat his car n he drive mi home n bathe...song song song~haha..
reach home bathe...help my mummy prepare things for my ah gonf bdae...tiring...feel like slping..but cant slp...coz all of them are atmy hse gt to entertain them..haha..but alright la...quite fun chatting...gee....Finally all went hm...can relax~~boring thing is tat tml i am working....sianz...............
hMmm...how long can i being like this?? seem like everytime bringing a mask going out...a smiling face..not to let others noe how i am feeling..haiz...Am i really happy now???feel tat there is no true love.... "Someday, our ways will cross by, you will see the new me, and I will see the new you. But although changes occur in me, you'll see, that I'm still the same girl who's deeply in love with you."
"We all want what we can't have. Then, once we have it, we take it for granted. It's only once we've lost them again that we realize their value. Don't take the small things for granted, because the next thing you know, they're gone."
"Life may lead me to new and different paths, meet new friends, learn new things ... but this will remain true - wherever life takes me, I'll always remember the path where I met you."
If you had the choice to hang onto a person or to hang onto memories, hang onto memories because people change."
"The worst pain in the world is knowing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. But, life goes on once you realize your own strength inside of you: the strength to realize that saying goodbye doesn't mean that you don't love the person anymore or that you don't want to keep them in your life. It doesn't mean you're weak. It means that you've the strength to let go and live your life to the fullest because you've learned that life really is good. You are strong and can only be as happy as you choose."
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @ broke up
Everything really have come to an end today...sob...Think by letting go is the best solution for both of us...although will feel hao bu she de... also have to learn to let go...haiz...now say anything also no use le... is the past le...sob sob...feeling so confuzed now.AHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."
"Even if he doesn't like me tomorrow, I knew he loved me yesterday."
"Don't say we're not right for each other, the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else."
"Love is the greatest feeling you will ever have, yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows. There is so much suffering, but then there are times when the crying, pain, and heartache is worth it. Those moments are perfect, they are right. Those moments make all the suffering worth while. It's those moments we should live for."
"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."
"I believe the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone and then one day you look into their eyes and listen to them talk and realize that they are gone. All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name."
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 @ tired!
hmm...quite long never update...
Sat work, omg..that day sales is damn lousy. Never did b4... Nvm...who cares...After work, brandon n suyi came to find me...haha..thankz...went to jurong east there...at the market there..eat prata...the shop is call enaq?think so...forgot le...haha...nvr eat, coz dinner i eat until full...den waited for dar to come find us...after tat went for a so called 1 day 1 night chalet..diao..at dar hse...in the end, stay in his hse for awhile.. Then we out... Went to bukit temah there to play lan...Played unil 8 am in the morning...tired!!! yawnx...reach dar hse at about 9 plus...rest awhile... but kuku dar keep disturb me!! cant even slp...arggG~~~kuku....
After that went home at about 12 plus..tired..reach home instant sleep!!! LOL...slept only for 2 hours, wake up again...went to my aunt house at pasir ris. She stay in cond. LOL..omg...her house is really dream house...how i wish i can stay in this kind of house also...loL...wait lo...dunno will have the chance anot...
hmm..went home at about 9 plus...yawnz..damn tired...
Reached hm... move the tv to my room..haha...yea...my room now is perfect..have everything lo...
Hmmm..today stay at hm whole day, 2 plus den woke up...coz the night b4 nvr slp...
o.O....1 more week, school gonna starts soon..on apr 16...finally wor... holi so long...
mi n my elder bro^
my 2 dearest bro^
