Anyway, I'm still not feeling very good, don't know why. =( When will the JMC call me? So long~~~~

Labels: exhausted

I'm so worried. Went to see doctor today at polyclinic, seems like polyclinic doctor isn't much of a help. I request to see a specialist at Jurong Medical Centre. Hopefully, it won't clash on my business trip next week and the week after.

Took MC today. I'm so tired. I don't why. No matter how much i sleep. It doesn't seems enough. Somethings is wrong with me somewhere. But where? I don't know. =(

Gonna wait to see doctor again.
Hopefully the lines on my neck isn't the problem of all these. =(

May is coming, Soon, half a year will be gone. What have I done in this half a year? =S

Labels: Worried

Change if schedule:
26 Apr - 40 Apr - ShenZhen/ Hong Kong
03 May - 07 May - GuangZhou, Foshan

I'm so not prepared to go GuangZhou next week, luckily it's been postpone due to some reasons! =D

TGIF!

Labels: In every job that must be done, there is an element og fun

Heard a very shocking news from my friend, Admad. One our friend, Chi Lam committed suicide on Monday. I was totally shocked and speechless. I felt sad. Although, we isn't that much of a close friend. Quite alot of things flash through my mind. May you rest in peace. Hope you had found the answer you are looking for.


Thank god is friday! Hopefully I no need to come to work tml!
Today is what day? YANPING's DAY! Our 33th anniversary! =D
Looking forward later in the evening =D

Labels: This is life

My arms are breaking soon. This couple of days, I'm so tired. Carried a lot of heavy stuffs for almost the whole day! *fainting soon*
Plus, later I'm having my driving lesson! No strength! =( I need someone to help me massage!!! Or sponsor me go spa! =D

It's easy to gain weight, It's really hard to lose weight. Does anyone has any good suggestion on losing weight?

I miss my GFs =D meet up soon!

Labels: FATIGUE

What's wrong with me this few days?

Everything doesn't seem right for me. I'm so tired... What's pulling me back to this state now? Seriously, I don't know. Sometimes, I wonder whether is it my working environment that is the cause of all these.

What do I want in my life?

Tears roll down my cheeks whenever quarrels. Am I the cause of all these? Sometimes I wonder, maybe it is. I am too paranoid. I'm not taking it as an excuse, but sometimes, somethings can't be controlled. It's the same as attitude. I'm getting more & more stubborn. Not willing to give in, feel that everything isn't my fault. After all, when I think back, actually it's all because of me. What should I do?

What's our future like? Never did I thought of it, because we will never fall onto this topic. Maybe we are just to afraid. Taking one step at a time. We had being together for so long, how much commitment are we able to give each other?

A human being has a natural desire to have more of a good thing than he needs.

Simply, I still adores you. *Hoping things will get better soon compared to last time*

No one will understands how much we being through together. Only ourselves. =)

Time is all we needed to prove everything that we did is worth it.

Labels: I won’t forgo someone so important to me

Time flies, 5 more days to our 34th month. We being through so much, UPs & DOWNs, which no one can understand how much we being through this whole journey, only ourselves.
I don't know whats wrong with me this couple of weeks. Being so paranoid, even me, myself also cannot stand it. Maybe it's because of my bro incident that causes me to be like this. *phobia*, The impact is somehow huge, indirectly. How long will I take to recover? I don't know. I just pray that you will be able to by my side when I need you. =)

Lazy? No motivation? No~ It's just that I still haven't find the right track for my life. I am still finding.
I know with the money i have now, I can't survive! Tell me what i should do?
I want to further study, but I do not have the money to do so. What should i do? I tried to save, but never will i save up so much money in such a short period of time.
In fact, I am lost. Currently, I am not happy working in this company, but I do have the courage to quit, as it's my uncle's company. But I just want to get out of this comfort zone. Hopefully, by end of this year I will have courage to say it.

When will I reach my goal?
When can i stop worrying about all these crap stuffs?

Labels: HELP

This couple of weeks, everything isn't smooth for me. Regardless whether at work or family.
My company only has 26 peoples, but the political issues is like thousands over, it can't be solve. Why?
It's because of some hypocites among us. Why do some of them wants to act like this? It's because of benefits? I don't see any benefits in all these issues, it only causes misunderstanding and unhappiness at work, which I am now. =( Plus, I HATE people whom spread rumors around the office! What's the point of doing all these? Can anyone explain to me? In fact I know that, no matter which company we go to, is the same, because this is working life. Maybe I still haven't adapt to it.

While for my family, everything was fine at first, thought it is just a small issue. I never will thought that is such a big issue, whereby, all of us can't do about it to help, just advice them.
There are so many men out there, out of 10 of them, 9 are jerks! That's the fact! So ladies, be careful!
Maybe I'm consider lucky to have babyan by my side. To be honest, after this incident, I have phobia. Although it isn't my problem, but from what i seen, it's really scary. =(
Hopefully everything will be fine asap. Hope their marriage will last long. *pray hard* =)

Seriously, my memory is getting bad. =( What should I do?

Labels: Bad Saturday