haiz...Went out with bon n dor...actually christine is joining us but in the end she got something on..so nvm, next time...while for that siying..diao..sleeping! in the end nvr came... forget it..so left me bon n dor...but 3 of us still chatted alot!lol...

hmmm... chat on lots of topics...lazy to say in detail...have our dinner, dor went back to work, while mi n bon dunno go where den went hm...boring~

On bus, sort of like pour out everything to bon..thanks for being my listening ear!!! xie xie....

haiz...i also dunno what is wrong with me how...i dunno what i wan for my life... lack of confidence, dunno how to find back the past cuiping used to be... getting more n more lazy, have no movtivition to do anything, or determination... haiz...can someone tell mi what i should do? help me find back my confidence! my movtivition in life i used to have?

seem like keep having cold war with mummy....till when can we stop all these? i am sick n tired of it...even how hard i try, what ever i do...everything seem the same...been nag over n over again!! Everyone say time is all i need...is it really true? i really hope so...seem like isnt, cause this problem have been here for like yrs ~~ sob... seem like i am so helpless....i really hate myself being like this now! feel so LOST! *aHHHHhhhhHHhhhhh*