Everything used to be good in the past. What causes to be in this state right now? I don't know. I always tell myself, don't think so much, forgive forgive. Is he taking me for granted again? I really don't know. I am not paranoid or what so ever. I'm just upset or simply helpless. *tears just kept rolling down*
Now the qns kept appearing in my mind ARE "WHY?";"I don't know"; or even blank. I'm tired. I just want someone I can rely on. Sense of security. Am I asking too much? Why can't he understand? Am I so not worth you to love? =( Am I that bad?
Simply I just need a hug from you. = |Labels: hurtful