What's wrong with me this few days?
Everything doesn't seem right for me. I'm so tired... What's pulling me back to this state now? Seriously, I don't know. Sometimes, I wonder whether is it my working environment that is the cause of all these.
What do I want in my life?
Tears roll down my cheeks whenever quarrels. Am I the cause of all these? Sometimes I wonder, maybe it is. I am too paranoid. I'm not taking it as an excuse, but sometimes, somethings can't be controlled. It's the same as attitude. I'm getting more & more stubborn. Not willing to give in, feel that everything isn't my fault. After all, when I think back, actually it's all because of me. What should I do?
What's our future like? Never did I thought of it, because we will never fall onto this topic. Maybe we are just to afraid. Taking one step at a time. We had being together for so long, how much commitment are we able to give each other?
A human being has a natural desire to have more of a good thing than he needs.
Simply, I still adores you. *Hoping things will get better soon compared to last time*
No one will understands how much we being through together. Only ourselves. =)
Time is all we needed to prove everything that we did is worth it.