Time flies, 5 more days to our 34th month. We being through so much, UPs & DOWNs, which no one can understand how much we being through this whole journey, only ourselves.
I don't know whats wrong with me this couple of weeks. Being so paranoid, even me, myself also cannot stand it. Maybe it's because of my bro incident that causes me to be like this. *phobia*, The impact is somehow huge, indirectly. How long will I take to recover? I don't know. I just pray that you will be able to by my side when I need you. =)
Lazy? No motivation? No~ It's just that I still haven't find the right track for my life. I am still finding.
In this outside world, everything is simply so practical, money is one of them, people might say, money can't do everything. Yes, I agree to a certain extend. Why? If without money, can we further our studies? Can we live a good life? The answer to it is no! That's the fact!
I know with the money i have now, I can't survive! Tell me what i should do? I want to further study, but I do not have the money to do so. What should i do? I tried to save, but never will i save up so much money in such a short period of time.
In fact, I am lost. Currently, I am not happy working in this company, but I do have the courage to quit, as it's my uncle's company. But I just want to get out of this comfort zone. Hopefully, by end of this year I will have courage to say it.
When will I reach my goal?
When can i stop worrying about all these crap stuffs?
The world is crashing me down,
till I can hardly breathe now.
Every step I'm taking,
Sometimes might knock me down,
I got to be strong
Time is all i need.
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